How many times have I tried to lose weight? How many diets have I been on?
I don't know if I can count that high. I reached my breaking point (or my "bottom" for those of you who have ever known someone in AA, NA, etc.) with the toilet fiasco (see first post).
Am I worried I'll fail? Maybe a little, but for the most part I feel like I'm genuinely changing the way I look at food and my eating habits. I don't really feel like I'm on a diet.
I'm sick of being sick and I'm sick of living in this obese body. Full freakin' stop.